Finally I graduated this year. It was not an easy journey. But I still make it. Of course, behind the scene, there are a lot of people that worth mentioned and appreciated. Dear dear, my family members, da jie, Daniel, Eggy, MacMac, Bean, Iinul and all my church friends. You know who you are. So, a big thank you to you!!!
Decided to work in Australia next year. However, it was not that easy too. Got an offer, found a place to stay (cheap and good location), found (an) awesome housemate(s).. Everything went smoothly until IELTs. No matter how hard I tried, I just could not make it… Disappointed with myself. Feel sorry to friends and family who always supported me. Sorry, guys.. Sorry, dear dear…..
I sort of pity myself (25 years old without any career and so far faced more failure than success). I am lost. Read about story of Joseph this morning. I think he got the similar feeling too. Betrayed by his siblings, sold into slavery, lost and could not find hope… Yet, he still remained faithful and God continue to look after him.
I heard God’s voice saying, do you willing to let go everything and let Me GUIDE you? But is this really you, God?? or is it me who telling myself this??
Is 2012 a good year? Yes, it is. How can I say it is a bad year just because I did not get something I want? Yes, I am disappointed, I am sad. But at the same time, I still have a lot of blessings. Dear dear, friends, time in Australia, serving God in Monash Methodist Church and many many more..
Life will never be the same anymore. 2012 is coming to the end. The world survived its doomsday. God is still as merciful and as loving as ever. I still love my dear dear and my family. My friends are still around me, continue to cherish and support me.
Life will never be the same anymore.. but I know there are always things that remain the same… Happy 2012